Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Remember those times when you lost someone you've loved and went home feeling empty the whole time because their presence isn't there anymore? Those times when half or more of your room that was filled with their stuffs has now became empty because they left? Those times when the back view of that particular person left you carrying all their stuffs with tears in their eyes came flashing into your mind haunting you every single day and night? Those times when you looked at all the past photos you've taken with them realising how beautiful they actually are and that you haven't really looked at them clearly for a very long time because you got so used to seeing them everyday that you didn't notice the changes in their looks anymore? Those times when you reminisce those good and happy times you've had with them and you could hear their laughter in your mind? Those times that you've regretted not loving them more and not cherishing them more before they finally decided to leave?

 

Those were the times when you realised the fact that absence makes the heart grow fonder and it hurts as hell. Those were the times they start prioritising others above you like their work and their bestfriends. Those were the times when you wanna start loving them all over again. Those were the times when you start yearning for all the love from them that you've once neglected. Those were the times you start missing their touch, their hugs. their love, and their presence. Those were the times when you regretted not giving them your fullest attention before everything turns out bad. Those were the times when you regretted not showing them the simplest care and concern when they needed them. Those were the times when you realised that it's too late for regrets. Those were the times you realised that playing hard-to-get doesn't make them want you more nor make them feel afraid of losing you but yet you're pushing them away instead. Those were the times when you realised that you've been taking them for granted. Those were the times when you realised that you really want them back in your arms and life and that you cannot imagine them in someone else's arms in near future. Those were the times you've realised that you cannot survive without them.

 

You start trying to gain all their attention all over again. You want to start talking to them all over again. You want to kiss them goodbye on their forehead while they're still aslp before you go to work every single morning all over again. You want to rush home to hug them at night because you missed them while you were at work all over again. You want start chasing them back to your life all over again before someone new appears and win their heart away.

 

But after all these unwanted heartbreaks and hassle of getting them back in your life, is history ever gonna repeat again? Will you start loving them more and prevent all the above from happening all over again? Because one day they will eventually get tired of going around in circle and they would stop this cycle from repeating again and again.

 

By then, it will all be the end of everything.
By then, it'll all really be too late ..
And by then, you can only appreciate their absence because you didn't appreciate their presence ...